adefwebserver's Logboek, 27 mrt 20

Day 1 of a planned 3 days of eating

Nice to lose another pound, but, I will probably be up 6 pounds by Monday, when I will re-start the usual 5 day 'no solid food fast'.

So, this week I only made 4 days of the ‘no solid food fast’. Emotionally things at work got really bad (trying to push deadlines and ask people who are working from home to work overtime when they are already stressed is a bad situation...).

Anyway, ‘eating my feelings’ (and therefore gaining weight), is *better* than falling into deep depression. I can always lose weight, I can’t get another life.

Today, I will treat Every-Single-Person I interact with “Loving Kindness”. I don’t care who they are, or how much of an asshole they are. This is my defense against the reality warping endless pit that depression becomes.

So, I’m gonna continue to gain weight. I will deal with that issue after I deal with the mental/spiritual stuff first.

😎 Life is Good! Have a great day everyone!
79,8 kg Tot nu toe verloren: 14,1 kg.    Nog te gaan: 5,4 kg.    Dieet gevolgd: Redelijk Goed.

Bekijk Dieet Kalender, 27 maart 2020:
2007 kcal Vet: 100,22g | Eiwit: 90,41g | Kolhy: 178,29g.   Ontbijt: Quest Vanilla Milkshake Protein Powder, Land O'Lakes Heavy Whipping Cream. Diner: Yellow Cake (Without Frosting), Kellogg's Frosted Flakes (Container), Cheese Pizza. Snacks/Andere: Jack Link's Original Beef Sticks (26g), Old Wisconsin Turkey Sausage Snack Sticks (16g), Old Wisconsin Turkey Sausage Snack Sticks (16g), Land O'Lakes Heavy Whipping Cream. meer...
2073 kcal Activiteit: Wandelen (Matig) - 5 km/h - 40 minuten, Rusten - 15 uren en 20 minuten, Slapen - 8 uren. meer...
Gewichtsafname van 3,2 kg per week

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OK I am in with the "loving kindness" approach. So much stress.  
27 mrt 20 door lid: liv001
@liv001 - Thank you! That feel better when a 'level headed' person such as yourself agrees :) - I belive that my issue requires a "spiritual" solution. Any 'prayer', for me, is always for the 'strength' to 'do' and 'act' in a way that, "in my opinion" (keeping in mind, what the f*ck do I really know anyway), translates eventually into "loving kindness and compassion". - Anyway, you know I don't know what I am doing, and I am just 'hunting in the dark'... 
27 mrt 20 door lid: adefwebserver
Hang in there, adef. Remember to include yourself in that loving kindness. 
27 mrt 20 door lid: jengetfit123
Loving kindness is what we should all be practicing. Good job 
27 mrt 20 door lid: tatauu22
@Jengetfit123 - Yes! That is why I am 'giving myself a break' on the Diet. I have to admit that I am only 'capable of so much'...and that this is "ok", and to not 'beat myself up' 🙌🏾👍🏾 
27 mrt 20 door lid: adefwebserver
♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️🙏☀️☀️💜💚 
27 mrt 20 door lid: jcmama777
Right there with ya, and I love your attitude about it! 😊 
27 mrt 20 door lid: mrsroboto
@jcmama777, @mrsroboto, @Draglist - Be safe everyone! :) 
27 mrt 20 door lid: adefwebserver

     
 

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